2012 :)

here we are . the first day of 2012 . sweet seventeen . last year was 2011 . sounds like so long time ago but pffft it's just yesterday . this year i hope it will be triple better year for me . insyaallah . i aimed to better . i aimed to improve myself , i aimed to take out and throw all the bad habits and bad appearance far far away . no one can be perfect . however we can be good and excellent . it's a lie if i never hurt others . and it's also a lie if i never be hurt . i aimed to become stronger in facing this harsh reality world . crawling back for past is useless but learning from them is a must . and that's the reason i'm still here , typing on the keyboard because i know life must go on . we never knew what will future looks for us . all that we know if Allah let us live although just for another one day , we should make good deeds to others . i'm forgiving and forgetting . thank you Allah , the beneficent , the most merciful . He still give me a chance to long live and touch this wonderful morning of 2012 . once i was a small kid who just knew i'm growing to grow up . but now i've grown up and remembering how hard is growing up from the age when i was a kid . i know i'm strong . and i'm going to be much stronger . i believe in Allah had put me in the line and it's me to walk straight or tend to corner . what ever it is i will keep moving forward . trials will come and surely they will fade away . no matter how hard previous years , i had past them with glory . so there's no reason for me to be afraid . and with all those strength i will keep walking confidently to live the life i've imagined until the end of my day . so stop with the 'if only' and start with the 'i will' . fill every thought with determination , every step with courage and every world with love ...